A new chapter of my life

I just started my Advance Diploma in Commerce (Financial Accounting - ACCA) course for 3 weeks. I also don't know whether i make the right decision or not to pursue this course... This course is one of the toughest course in the college... and i had heard lots of scary story from our seniors relating to the passing & failure rate on the internally and externally assessed papers... Eg: during their second year in this course, there are around 400 students, but only 30 students pass the paper, and out of that 30 students, only 5 of them got distinction for that paper.
This course have a very high risk... but have a high return also if you manage to get through it...

The first week was kind of relaxing, cause tutorial classes still not started yet, so just attend need to attend lecture classes only... then comes the second week, it was really tiring cause tutorial classes had started, and the worst part is... one more subject had been added, which is english for management... and because of this english subject, i have classes till 8pm on monday and thursday... huh.. Here comes the third week, starting to prepare for the english presentation with 3 of my group-mates, which we need to present it in week 4. I think i am getting busier and busier cause lots of courseworks and assignments coming up...

I really hope that i can get through this course, cause i do not want to disappoint those people that have put their hope and expectation on me, especially my parents !!!

I am quite scared to think of all those "what if" questions that is constantly going through my mind... WHAT IF i fail ? WHAT IF i disappoint my parents ? WHAT IF i can't meet up to my own expectations ? WHAT IF i can't clear all my papers and need to re-sit the paper or repeat the whole year again ? WHAT IF...... argh.... can't afford to think further, cause really scared when think about it...

Sometimes i do hope that the time will stop at that particular point of time, so that i will not have to face the TOMORROW... but i know that will not happen...

All i can do now is to STUDY SMART and STRIVE TO DO MY BEST.... and most importantly SEEK GOD and PRAY TO GOD... i will never walk away from HIM cause i know HE has great plan for me !!! i will always hold on to HIS promises...

1. Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path. (Psalms 119:105)
2. For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord,“plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)
3. trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding ; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)
4. be strong in the Lord, and his mighty power. (Ephesians 6:10)

I just hope that i will not regret later on, on the decision that i had make now !!!